Men

My life has always been a fight im the pretty smart girl who has a crazy side and i hide the pain. Boys always see the me as the girl thats kind hearted and then can get anything from because i cant be mean to people i care about. But sometimes u must hold back your heart and use your brain! The smart part must be used but dont be revengeful be strong and stand up. for yourself and dont let anyone tear u down to nothing. My life is crazy but theirs always time for love and time to find someone that will make me happy! But theres always time in life to find happiness

Friendships

Well sometimes friendships are between more then two people and then people feel left out that they are not told what the others are told. People sometimes think that they are just made but really they are hurt that they are feeling left out. People don't mean to hurt them or make then feel left out they just don't realize it. This happens all the time buy you must let it go or speak up so that you don't feel this way people are always up for new things in life but you need people to experience things with you to make it redeemable to have people to share it with. The things in life are always going to have people that you may down the line no longer be friends with but in the good times you want to remember so that you don't loose out on the times in life that make you the happiest. Friends will come and go those who are worthy to stay will put in effort along with you not you to put in the effort all alone.

Just starting

                


           I got to thinking that there has to be some way to say how you feel without having to post it on Facebook so people don't have to know your whole life story! I fight everyday to tell people how I feel I want to scream and shout but I sometimes feel that people wont understand because they aren't me. I have been through a lot in my life so I've learned to hide how i feel so people don't see all the hurt they only see me as someone who get through everything who doesn't let people in, I'm the person who has friends but I tend to not hang with anyone when I'm feeling down or like I'm not going to be thinking of others. I hate when people say things about people with advisability 's because you don't know peoples struggles or who people are on the inside. People can look normal but be facing so much on the inside. I'm the type of person who thinks of everyone else before themselves. I hate to see when people are down no matter my mood i try to bring up their mood. I am a caring person who sometimes doesn't want to care so she doesn't get herself hurt.

People write about a whole lot of humble jumble but nothing that means lots to others. I write to show people that they aren't alone with some of their thoughts but what does it really mean to others?  Does it mean that they throw a pity party for their selves or do they put their thoughts together and help each other get through things with support? Stand up in what you believe in not just sit there and do nothing about it! take a stand for yourself or for those who won't/ can't because they are incapable or to scared to.  Just because you think something is one way people may see it in a different way,be open mined because you experience life more when u open up to new options and will find yourself looking at life differently. Everyone has selfish moments but don't forget that some people will always be going through something just like you or worse off but they handle it differently. You can always make yourself happy no matter the situation you must look for little things that make you happy only you can allow yourself to be happy. Everything in life has a negative thing about it in someones eyes but at the end of the day find the good in things and know that you will get through it. I personally hate when people say it will be okay because somethings are not okay but you will move on from them to continue life you may never forget them but you must move on to sometimes make yourself happy and let others be happy!

that's all for tonight,
This girl will stand strong