Just starting

                


           I got to thinking that there has to be some way to say how you feel without having to post it on Facebook so people don't have to know your whole life story! I fight everyday to tell people how I feel I want to scream and shout but I sometimes feel that people wont understand because they aren't me. I have been through a lot in my life so I've learned to hide how i feel so people don't see all the hurt they only see me as someone who get through everything who doesn't let people in, I'm the person who has friends but I tend to not hang with anyone when I'm feeling down or like I'm not going to be thinking of others. I hate when people say things about people with advisability 's because you don't know peoples struggles or who people are on the inside. People can look normal but be facing so much on the inside. I'm the type of person who thinks of everyone else before themselves. I hate to see when people are down no matter my mood i try to bring up their mood. I am a caring person who sometimes doesn't want to care so she doesn't get herself hurt.

People write about a whole lot of humble jumble but nothing that means lots to others. I write to show people that they aren't alone with some of their thoughts but what does it really mean to others?  Does it mean that they throw a pity party for their selves or do they put their thoughts together and help each other get through things with support? Stand up in what you believe in not just sit there and do nothing about it! take a stand for yourself or for those who won't/ can't because they are incapable or to scared to.  Just because you think something is one way people may see it in a different way,be open mined because you experience life more when u open up to new options and will find yourself looking at life differently. Everyone has selfish moments but don't forget that some people will always be going through something just like you or worse off but they handle it differently. You can always make yourself happy no matter the situation you must look for little things that make you happy only you can allow yourself to be happy. Everything in life has a negative thing about it in someones eyes but at the end of the day find the good in things and know that you will get through it. I personally hate when people say it will be okay because somethings are not okay but you will move on from them to continue life you may never forget them but you must move on to sometimes make yourself happy and let others be happy!

that's all for tonight,
This girl will stand strong